I could say I’m sorry for all of the Once Upon A Time spam, but I honestly wouldn’t mean it. So… sorry for not being sorry?
Although, I need to find more Once Upon A Time blogs. I’ll still blog about whatever I feel like, of course. Merlin, depression, Fall Out Boy, whatever. But right now, I want to see pretty pictures from the show. If it bothers you overmuch, please unfollow. I won’t be offended.
But, anyway, I need to get back to working on my story for Nanowrimo, so that’s probably all the Once blogging I’m going to get to do tonight.
Too Long; Didn’t Read: I have issues. No shit. Fuck off.
Sometimes I hate that I feel unable to talk about this stuff out loud until it’s too late.
It’s my fault I can’t. I don’t know if I know how. I bottle things. I don’t know how to try and get past this blockage in my brain.
I know I am at fault in this. I know I should probably try to change it. I just… I’m stupid, I guess. I just don’t know how.
Sometimes I honestly think I don’t deserve to be happy and that every misery placed upon me is well deserved. And I don’t know how to change that feeling, or if I even should.
(NOTICE: If I call you Princess, Taco, Four, or Five, then I do not want you to read this. This contains some personal TMI/sexual shit in it and I don’t want you reading it. Yes, it’s that kind of personal. Please and thank you.)
This might make me sound like an asshole, but I just don’t fucking care.